Feelings

Feelings,
feelings
where do they come from?
why do they hurt?

they can be deep
they can be shallow
they can be strong
and quite painful

i had them in the beginning
i had them in the middle
they disappeared out of no where
and now there back again

i miss the way you held me
i miss the way u looked at me
i miss everything about you
even when you were gone

i feel so empty
and feel so lost
what have i done
to ruin that little bond

i wish i could run back the clock
and never made that mistake
but we all know its never going to happen
because in reality dreams don't come true

at least not the ones
that are full of happiness.
dreams are good to good people
but never to people like me

I'm sorry for what I've done
and I'm sorry for the mistake
its good that were friends still
even though its never the same

i still can't believe
that were finally over
its hard to say your not mine
its hard to say were not together

I'm living my life through everyday
hoping i won't breakdown
its hard not to think about you
when you are all thats on my mind

i hope that someday
you'll find the heart to forgive me
and maybe later in life
we can maybe try again

i needed time to think
i thought about it all day
maybe next time, if theres a next time
i won't make that mistake

so as i finish this poem
i want to say sorry
sorry that i hurt you
and sorry for my mistake

we are friends
and i hope to stay
cuz you'll always be in my heart
no matter what we are