I am awake now. my eyes are opened. the truth was never told..work were never spoken. 13 years and you tell me now. i fall apart when you tell me these things, but yet you think i need to know. i thought i wanted to know too. but now i wish i never heard it. i wonder how i can love some one so much and i never even met them. i wonder if ill ever see them, and if they're thinking of me too. if they are i am hoping they think good things..and not of you. you out of all people left them by themselves and didn't even care. you broke there hearts..not even letters to share. 30 years he would be today. my half brother that is across the world..and i still haven't met till this day.
