by Kala Ashley Jun 9, 2006
category :
Love, romance /
lasting love
My baby is the most important person in the world to me. He is there when no one else is. He walks in when the rest of the world walks out. He cheers me up when I am down. He makes me smile even while I have tears in my eyes. He keeps me doing right when id rather do wrong. He guides me thorough life and helps me every step of the way. He is the only one who understands what is going on inside my head, even I don't know what's going on up there, but He does. He always does. Thanks to him I can get up every morning and look forward to having a good day. He's the only one that makes that possible. He's made my life great, and I'm hoping I can do the same for him. He's my world, my heart, my soul. But most of all, He's my best friend. I love him so much, and I will always be there for him no matter what. Through the good, the bad, and the…everything else. I hope he understands how much he means to me. I wish I could explain how much…but there aren't words enough to label what I feel every time I see him, every time I touch him, every time I think about him. Its just like my whole world falls apart around me when he's away, and when he's around its like there's a bubble surrounding me and nothing can harm me. Nothing and I mean nothing else matters to me when he has his arms wrapped tight around me. I could type this as long as I wanted and go on and on about how much he means to me and it would never amount to how much he really does, because there is just no way to express this feeling I have inside. No matter how much I mess up I know that he will be by my side helping me through it, even if what I did hurt him. He's me legs to walk through life, my arms to pull me through, my heart to keep me alive, and my eyes to see the world. In giving him my heart I also gave him the power to break it but knowing he wont lets me go on day to day without worrying that he will. He is the only person I know I can trust with my life because he is the only one that cares enough not to hurt me. Letting go of whatever was holding me on was the best thing I ever did because even if it was just one person to catch me, he's the only person I need. When I felt like I had no reason to live he walked into my life and told me not to give up because there was at least one person in this world that would care if I were gone. Knowing that if I wanted to die right now I wouldn't let myself go because that would be hurting the best thing I have in my life. I know what its like not to have anyone care but I won't have to anymore because I know she always will. There was a time in my life I thought nobody cared, I was wrong. he did. He has always been my shoulder to cry on. He is the only person who sees into my eyes and knows what I'm feeling. He isn't fooled by the smile on my face, what he really sees are the tears forming in my eyes. He doesn't just leave me when I cry either. He is right by my side to wipe them away. He will sit down and ask me what's wrong over and over again and even if I say nothing he knows its something and he won't give up asking until I tell him. He's the only person that knows and understands what I've gone through some kind of bad and others on bad because I made them that way, and he helped me to see the good part and forget the bad. No matter what happens I will do anything for him whether its die, give my life, kill someone, steal something, anything he want or need I'll do for him. NOBODY and I mean nobody can look at me and make me smile the way he does or just walk into the room and brighten my day the way he does. I know that I don't do much for him and I'm not always there for him but I try my hardest to help him have a perfect day. I try my hardest not to make him mad or upset, because all I wanna do is make him happy. Everything we have been through that was hard we made it through, together, and I know that if we stick together we can make it. I try so hard to make sure that nothing is going wrong so he doesn't have to be upset and I try to stick with him the whole time through anything he has to go through. |