Unbearable Pain

I preferred not to hear from you; not to know what you're doing. Coz everytime I think of you... I can feel unbearable pain.

I can't understand lots of things; things concerning with you. I can't understand my feelings; I only wish they weren't true.

Searing pain touches my heart; everytime I recalled of our past. I don't wanna remember how we'd start... or how come we didn't last.

I preferred to live a life; a life without your memory. Without you in my mind... without our no-ending story.

I preferred to forget you; than to feel I'm in vain. I preferred to let go... than to feel unbearable pain.