Dont Worry About Me

Is this even worth it?
I have all this pain
my blood; it drains
like the rain
I\'m dying inside
everytime you lied
I have cried so many times
I really wish I could die
cause I dont see a point
in being alive
I have no more drive
for anything anymore
all this gore
is all you need to know
you will grow
but I will not
cause I wont be here
dont worry I know you wont shed a tear
you were never near
to see what kind of life I now live
dont worry you wont have to see it
you wont have to remember or care
its not like you did when I was even there
I\'m now giving up on life
I took this large sharp knife
I have a huge slit on my wrist..
now the last thing I am going to
say to you
is goodbye and I wish you knew
all the pain that I have gained
when I wasnt with you
good bye and Dont worry for you never did before