Painful past

Flash back to the past
Flash back to the pain
Itll always last
this blacken heart stain

you remember the night
the yelling and screaming
Mommys and daddys fight
their words of love depleting

the stars cried that night
throwing around and kicked down
this night of the fight
I cried and frowned

we were running in fear
away from you and here
away from that mess
we left our trust and stress

Dad a flash back from the past
the lofting sadness still last
wonder why, I cant be with you
do you remember what youve done?

I was five; I see it so clear
I feel Mommys fear
your anger out of control
raise with you, in a feared home

My only life-wish
Will never come true
Getting everything but this
I wish you only knew

Why I cant look at you,
And fully say
I love you too