WhAt reAson

& everything in life happens for a reason
& that reason is good they say...
so if everything has its reason
then tell me whats the reason that today
i`m all alone crying out my eyes
because you got me hypnotized.
& you wont accept the fact i`m human
& i made a big mistake.
you said you loved me once
but now a few weeks after we are through.
& yes maybe i left you for a reason,
& maybe i need you again for some reason.
& maybe there`s a reason why
i don`t matter to you no more.
but someone please tell me
what`s the reason that i caused myself the worst pain ever?