Pain

Coming through an unlocked door
Darkness sees me on a blood-stained floor
weeping solemn tears of pain
the only way out was the slit my vein
seeing the things i fear come true
i reailze for sure my life is through
the shadows creeping up the wall
i reluctantly let out a call
begging for help but Darkness cares not
looking for someone but everyone forgot
for the first time in life i know they don't care
i see before death that nobody's there
the truth hidden behind lies
hiding in shame my crying eyes
not knowing the truth nor a life of ease
my breath carried away on a cold lifeless breeze
where was help when i needed it the most
the Angel of Death now waits at his post
he sees me in my depseration
but waits with patient anticipation
sent from above to carry my soul
seeing my heart that was never whole
keeping my thoughts locked deep down inside
with no where to go it's impossible to hide
against pain and hate i lost my fight
i'm swallowed again by the terrors of Night
shivering from cold and taking my last breath
i willfully embrace my chosen death