I felt like a Rose

I'm like a rose falling apart, wind blew me away, I'm so high and low, turning, spinning, and fliping touching the ground. The pain erase me, but the memories still there. I'm like a rose getting old, never felt beautiful. Someday a person will pick me up and say "awww, what a poor rose" after that, I'm still in the wind that has set me free for a moment I could breathe. I'm like a rose that felt independent, but lonely. All I could ever felt is like a breeze. I'm like a rose becoming black and never stay the same. Needing a perfectionist place for me to stay beautiful reddish. I'm like a rose that never told the truth. Open my life is a short moment is a bad and good times. I'm like a rose that never bought from anyone, cause nobody would love me for being beautiful. I'm just a tiny rose want to be lovely. All the thing in the world is I'm not so perfect to live. I'm a wise to live. I just can't live without you. I'm like a rose to get a spot of a light to shine on me, but all it is I'm in the darkness of nowhere to be found, I'm in the hidden place that I can't chase anyone. I'm like a rose missing my love, it's so far away and I couldn't cry, all I need is a rain to drop on me to take my loneliest away. All I could ever felt is I'm not me without you. When you find me, I promise I will be found in my happiness tears when you are next to me. I'm like a rose couldn't live without water, is like I can't live without your tears dip on me, needing to feel your love and feel strong. I'm like a rose grow from tree, plants, and roots, is like I'm growing from your heart for enternity as mighty I will never stop growing in your heart. You have kept me forever, I just can't live without you. We will grow together to stay together as we belong together for what we meant to be that we are perfect for each other is as like two amazing roses in reality. I just can't live without you.

Isn't a poem, is just a expressing I've felt and what I've been through.
I hope can get a comments on this.