*shouldn't it hurt less?*
*this pain in my chest?*
*shouldn't I not feel it more*
*than I felt it before?*
*shouldn't time heal these wounds*
*shouldn't I be saved soon?*
*but this pain refuses to go away*
*for a few years now*
*it stays*
*in this torn heart of mine*
*broken thoughts in my mind*
*of what I can't get back again*