WHY?

Your one of the people I care the most about.
You know that you are loved by everyone.
You make everyday seem like it's the greatest ever.
So why even do it?
Don't you know that your not only hurting yourself,but those who love you as well!?
Why did you do it?
Was it peer pressure?
Was it out of hate for someone?
Was it for fun?
WHY????
That is all that I can ask for now,because why you chose to do that,I will never know.
I've tried talking to you about it,but...all you do is laugh as if it were just some childish game.
To tell you the truth I'm sick and tired of trying to help someone who needs my help,but does not appreciate it.
I just wish it hadn't come to this!
I want to let you know that i will always be here for you no matter what happens.
You can trust me with anything and everything,but in order for me to trust you again...you must gain my trust once more.
Now all I can do is sit here as I write and think to myself...
WHY?