My Little Sister

I know this eulogy is long but its somethign i wrote once my sister passed away and how i should of taken care of her when she was till there , please read and comment its worth it !

my sister , my best friend,the girl i shared everything with, the girl who got my in trouble so many times,the girl who made me cry and still does now that shes gone.

born on October 4th 1999, six wonderful years passed with her by my side,her death was too sudden a blood disease took her away, her face covered with a smile,as if she would finally be free of pain.

i remember lots of things about her but most of all i remember what we did together.i remember her smile and laugh every time i took her shopping she would always tell me she was going to pay for her things, but when the time to pay arrived she would hide her money and i ended up paying.

she was about five years old when she had sold my make up to the neighbor's kids.i had gotten home and had noticed she had money.she kept telling me it wasn't mine so i found it weird.but when i finally found out what she had done she started laughing.

her laugh so clear, now i will never get to hear it again.my little sister is now gone.God took her from me but i know shes looking down on me .Like today,i can talk here and tell you all how much i love her and care for her. I know i haven't always showed her, and now i regret it.
She may be gone but when i miss her i can still talk to her i know she wont respond like she used to but shes listening like shes listening right now.Shes happy to know that i can tell you all how much she meant to me.

when its raining outside , its as if she were crying and when its sunny like today, its because shes happy.But even though i had asked God so many times to make the day bright as you loved them so much that way, the day you left was cloudy and the rain falling matched my tears.

I love you and i always will ,i wish i could have one last moment with you since i had to say goodbye to you after you were already gone.i don't want to close the door to you , i cant pretend I'm OK because you leaving is like the world ending.

since i cant hug you one last time and tell you i love you i will carry you in my heart forever. you will now be my guardian angel and when i die we can reunite and be together forever.

rest in peace little sister
your forever in my heart
i love you

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