Freedom's Bliss

by Nil   Jun 9, 2006


"F up screw up
messed up in the head
Liar loser
you're better off dead"

I wish i never met you
life was great til then
no one broke my trust before
no one knew about my red

no one could have hurt me
i was perfectly numb
content with nothing at all
but still content with some

Waking up a daily routine
flipping over my pillows
so they couldn't see my black stains

Knowing no one would care
i still did it anyway
a secret kept so guarded
found out by the wrong person
what can i do now?

hope you won't expose me
that somehow we can live together happily

well there are no happy endings
in this thing we call life

it's been destroyed and corroded
by my very own knife
and by my own hands
i bled my own blood
thinking this couldn't be enough

knowing that living a shattered life
was more painful then an instant death
I'll live to exist
and someday when i die
I'll finally feel freedom's bliss....

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  • 18 years ago

    by X~Angie~X

    Wow amazing but terrribly sadd.. it made me sad when i read it. but i can relate to it.. i kno how u feel. i like ur poems thye r very good. ur talented.. this is a very good adn deep poem. it shows alot of emotion in it. it painted a picture in my mind.. great job.. i liked it alot.. keep writing and keep ur head up.. take care
    stay strong
    angie

  • 18 years ago

    by Becky

    Awwww hun, first off this poem is amazing,second I'm sorry you're going through this I know how it is I cut for 6 years and jsut recently stopped it's hard, very hard, but possible. You can do it if you really have the will to and I know you do everyone does deep down in side, You're not a screw up that's just what people say to those who aren't "Perfect" as if there is such a thing. you'll be ok you can fight it. I'm always here to help. 5/5

    lots of love
    *~*Becky*~*

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