Im Fading (Bulimia)

Once again I've failed
i let the hunger win
i disobeyed myself...
cant stop this awful sin

No one understands
that deep inside i bleed
i need something to control
when no one else will see

You cant see what i see
my very sad reflection
you dont feel what i feel
my body's my rejection

The rolls of fat i have
i want to be so small
with bones that are protruding
and nothing to pinch at all

To sit inside my brokenness
hating mostly me
wanting just to let this go
help me, i cant breathe