First Glance

*when you first look at me
you see a girl
who you think to be someone else
but you don't see me
you don't see my sad face behind the smile
you think I'm happy
nothing wrong at all
I'm not
I'm scared to show you how i feel
so i hide it all with one big smile
oh how i wish for you to know
but yet I'm still so cared
scared of being rejected
scared of being unliked
so forever i will hold my piece
until there is none there
someday i just wish to break
and tell you how i feel
yet theres still one problem
the fear of being rejected and un-liked,
so once again I'm stuck
my secrets trapped inside!