I Try Hard...

I try hard not to think about it
I really really try
But I just can't do it
You and HER are an image glued in my mind

I try not to miss you
But you don't seem to go away
I try not to think about you
But your there everyday.

I try not follow my dreams
I try hard not to cry
On the outside I might be smiling
But on the inside a part of me died.

To watch you touch her
You just don't understand
It puts me through so much pain
Just watching you hold her hand.

As you can see
I still have strong feelings
And I know we're better off apart
But to me...you mean everything.