Be proud of my mistake

He grabbed my hands he told me words

As if they had meanings

It was all well

until that one day

when you where all over me

i felt different

i felt uncontrolling

i felt as if i was doomed

i hated the way things were

you never called

you never smiled

there where never smiles

i get mad you get mad and you run away

i want to slove this but you go for revenge

you speak the words

that they have meanings

of another girl

you want it to be over

so i run with tears

you grab me and apologize

i look at your eyes with fright

you see my moisture

i forgive u

it was perfect once again

then it all went wrong

you want all of it to be right

but i put 100 percent

and you put it none

it is no over

by my mistake

i turn you down

they all ask me if we were together

i look at them and nod

they run to you and return the question

and you shake your head

your the story i tell why i hate love

your the reason i am wrong

your the reason i am worthless

your the definition of hate love

was this your goal to make me uncontrolling

you where my first lover

you where the one to give me that kiss

but it is all nothing

that is where i belong

A few years go by

I think i am over you

i stream by you

and the other one

she lyes on top of you

you look at me

and continue that mistake

i get a flashback of you and i

i feel a punch in my stomach

i am shocked

i am upset

i run off

i have no one to talk to

i am alone

in the dim wind

i try to hide my effect

of your next mistake

i grab my cell phone

i dial my best friends number

she tells me as ifshe knew it all

i need her

i want you back

i need her

i want you

it may have been so long

i want to return to you

but dont

i return to all of you

i hear the words

i try to put a smile on my face

but my frown overpowers it

i just want to hold you again

all of you look at me with that look

i see that grin

i want to smack it off your face

now all of you

when you see me

you all smile and talk about me

and i know

that you are proud of my mistake

be proud of my mistake

on behalf of all this

I hope you never realize you met your goal