Feeling scream

When will these tears start fading

When will my feelings start rearranging

When will all of this stop

When will all of this drop

When will all of this come to an end

When will all of us get real and forget to pretend

Why does it have to be like this

When will I finally have happiness

I'm your denial

I am your restraint

I am nobody

I am your saint

My feelings beat down on my shoulders

I look up to god

Why haven't i told her?

I fall to the ground

the pressure is to bare

I understand but i am unfound

I rock to sleep

On the patterned floor

It all turns black

So i scream for more

Daylight is starting to appear

I hold on for dear life

Death has no become my biggest fear

*MY FRIEND AND I wrote this*
JEALOUS? yawl should be