I'm sorry that i said i didn't love you anymore even though deep within i was still in love. So I'm tired of pretending that everything is OK. When all i do is hurt deep inside. If u really loved me you would of never let me go. My tears are showing my pride is gone my smile is fading away. I really never forgot the day he asked me out how i walked away without even a goodbye. Now all i want now is to be by his side.Our first kiss was weak but grew stronger by each. If only he knew my true feelings. How i love when he looks my way cause that means i crossed his mind. The way he made me laugh when all i really wanted to do was cry. The way he said i was beautiful when my makeup was running down my face. The way i felt in his arms like nothing could harm me. Now i am open in the dark. The way he looked deep into my eyes. The way he would pull back from our hug and kiss me and still never letting go of me. And whisper in my ear i love you. But now i am not that girl he says that to. All i can do is smile and say i am happy for you. Even though deep inside i shed a tear. A tear of loneliness,sadness, and most of all a piece of me.
