Time my Heart Moved On

I'm just a girl, lying here in the dirt
Waiting for that special person,
That will make me smile.

Laughter comes by day, but tears by night.
From the denial of pain,
But for you I'd walk a mile.

I alienate myself from the world.
My friends say I deserve better,
But I can't see this false truth.

You should be upset or at least feel guilty,
For you caused me all this shame.
And took the time of my youth.

I see you at night; you're still in my dreams,
And when you haunt my nightmares,
These are what my hopes expand upon.

So I lay here in the dirt, thinking about you.
My reminiscence of pain decides our fate,
Its time my heart moves on...