I want my friend back

I knew I had to let you go,
I couldn't lie anymore,
I'm sorry I lead you on,
I shouldn't of done that,
our friendship was so tight,
until I decided to be your girl,
I wonder what would of happened,
if I would of said no,
It was so hard to let you go,
but I had no choice,
I never loved you,
I just pretended to,
I could have never loved you,
as much as you loved me,
I know I caused you pain,
but my life isn't the same,
as it was when you were my best bud,
I still have love for you,
but not as much as you wish,
Truthfully the minute we crossed the line,
into something more,
I changed my mind,
all I wanted was you as my friend,
but our friendship came to a end.
{I want my friend back}

Danielle-2003