Bye Bye my love

I was once in love with u
but now I'm not.
i was once with you
but now your gone
without you
part of me wishes u was here, and had treated me better
but the other part is saying the hell with you

people say i can do way better than you.

what there saying is so true
but truly i don't want to
i want everything to be the way it was,
that is back then in the 6th grade
when we 1st meet and became friends.

sometimes when i think about the ups and downs,
i get so sad, or mad and just want to scream I HATE YOU!!
but those words are to painful.
i cant hate someone i still love, and care for.
i cant hate someone i kissed for the first time,
i cant hate you, the guy who i planned on getting married too, and building a family with.
thats because i love you and alway will.

someday one day i hope you will change and stop with the player games

I wish you would be the man i want and know u can be,
the man that used to tell me and show me that he loved me all the while.
the man that i meat for the very first time, who kissed me so passionately, who touched me like no man has ever had