Everything is right
i couldn't imagine life without the light
i swear i have the perfect family
and i can live and be me
my sister and i get along
nothing is ever wrong
my little brother looks up to me
and everything comes free
daddy never leaves us alone
and mommy doesn't raise us on her own
the day is bright and warm
and the hate isn't able the swarm
everything is perfect
we walk along and find stuff to collect
to be heard i don't have to scream
but all of that is just a dream
nothing is how it should be
they hate me for being me
my sister says that I'm no good
i know they'd leave me if they could
my little brother thinks I'm the worst
and he looks up to the first
daddy is always away
and mommy always has to pray
pray for help to raise "this child"
"this child" is me, they think I'm wild
my days are never bright
i wonder is there really is a light
it seems I'm always wrong
why can't i be strong?
maybe I'm not good enough
but I've grown up to be tough
i can take the fights
and i can stand the lonely nights
but i just can't endure the hate
it's like they've chosen my fate
all the pain they make me feel
why does all this have to be real?
i just want 'em to care
but for me they've never been there
so i sit alone and cut
while my teary eyes slowly shut
thinking of ending it all
who would hear my desperate call
no one would
i wish they could
i try to make 'em proud
but I'm living in a thick black cloud
so as i quickly slit my wrist
i know i won't be missed
my razor was my only friend
always here, always helping, taking me now to my bloody end
