So Hard I'll Try

So hard I try,
to say I just dont care.
My emotions to harsh,
I cant stand to bare.

I truly love her,
will till I die.
With her forever,
so hard Ill try.

Another f**kin fight,
the end looks grim.
The light in my soul,
slowly grows dim.

To make it work,
so hard Ill try.
Not knowing if Ill last,
I wont even try to lie.

Stay with me forever,
this is all I ask.
So hard Ill try,
with this impossible task.