Wats up wit dis sh*t

I was sick of being in the middle
between friends and so much more
i thought he really liked me
but once again i was wrong
i was sick of loving endlessly
and never being loved
i tried to stay just friends
but i could not help
this feeling
every time he smiled
my stomach just when crazy
i could feel the butterfly's
dancing right along
he made me think
he really like me
but all we could ever be
is friends
if i couldn't have him
and it be more then friends
then i didn't want him at all