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by Krysten Barnes Jun 11, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / other
I think about where I would be without you, who I would be without you. It's hard to exactly say... but I think that i'd be weaker.I'd be cold, that's for sure. All those times you gave me your jacket, it was so big.You're so big compared to me. Your body is so strong, while my body is so weak.Sometimes I think the only reason you love me so much is because of the power, It's like you get off just thinking about how i'm so helpless under you. That you just knowing that you hold me up, and keep me in control makes you proud or something.I can't explain it. I don't want to have to.You made me stronger, you made me realize that you can't trust anybody. You made it easy, for me to see that no one really cares about you. You made me dependent on you, it made you feel stronger.That's all you ever wanted. Was to be strong. All I ever wanted was to be loved. I'm sorry, I can't finish writing this.