Nobody cared and they still don't.
You had the chance to set me free from all i was going through, but you never.
You continued to let it happen and its not because you were scared. You lied and made me believe it was all *MY* fault...but you knew it wasn\'t, I did nothing wrong.
I was jus an innocent twelve year old girl who was unhappy in life, I was told that everything was *MY* fault and I started to believe that I was just a mistake.
Nobody believed me, they tought I was some stupid teenage girl that wanted attention but I wasn\'t. In the end I needed help and it was the only way to do it...even though it never worked as you both lied to the Social Services and you got away with it.
I\'ve suffered over the years...I don\'t tell anyone how I feel, not even my best mates. I hide my pain and I don\'t like people to see me upset or to know about my life...
I am now sixteen and things are still bad, the physical abuse has stopped but the emotional abuse hasn\'t. Deep down I just want to be set free, free from everything that happened to me in my life and to be happy. I will never forgive and forget my childhood, the scar is to deep to do so and it will never leave my mind. I have struggled through the hard times on my own, everything I have acheived has been on my own and the onyl good thing I have learnt from it is that I am a stronger person and try not to let people put me down. I suppose there is things I could do to get away from you all, but it would only cause to much hurt and pain for everyone else and I don\'t know if i could do it. I guess I am too scared to do it, scared of what each day will bring...
