Biologically you are my mum, but to me you feel like you are just a person that is there in my life.
You push me away..its like you do not accept me as your daughter.
It breaks my heart, but hey am used to it by now. I have lived like this for long enough so i have got used to it.
I may sound selfish, I do love you but words can not describe how much I hate you.
I can not tell you anything, I can not trust you. I know anything I do tell you, you will only tell someone about it, which really hurts me. I can not even talk to my own mum about things. I feel jealous of my mates, they can talk to their mum about anything, but I can not do you understand how that makes me feel? I would not expect u to.
I just wanted a mother and daughter relationship, but it aint goin to happen and it never will...its to late now,things will never change...
