I think its time

This poem was based on this quote (i didnt make this quote up but i like it) --->Do u ever just wish you could hear the sirens of the ambulance--Wake up in the emergency room and hear the doctors say She isnt going to make it just so you could find out who REALLY cares about you?

The place goes dark
I dont know whats happening
I know I have lost a lot of blood
Everyone thinks Im happy
I feel a shock
I dont know whats going on
I hear sirens
I feel something in my arm
They are rushing all around
I cant say a word
Im not able to open my eyes
But its all a blur
Im numb all over
My heart is beaten slowly
I can barely move a muscle
They keep on poking me
I am starting to understand
What these people are saying
But didnt they see
I didnt want any saving
She was cutting her self
Do u see the bruises?
She tried to kill herself
What happen to her shoes?
Where did this scar come from?
She tried to stab her self too?
She seem so happy
To me and you
I was screaming
But no one seemed to hear
It didnt matter
No one ever to cares
I opened my eyes
And looked around
And in the ER
Was the place I found
Then I felt light headed again
I knew it was finally time
Time for me to leave
For the 1st time in my life
I felt peace
I heard the doctor say
We cant do any more
I dont think shes gonna make it
She lost it all
I listened closely
I tried to hear
If any of my friends or family
Was there?
I heard my mom
She started to cry
My dad didnt know how to say goodbye
My brothers seemed to be going crazy
My friends they were all too lazy
The guy had liked declared his love
They all wished for one last hug
Suddenly there was a painfully
Loud sound in my head
I felt it
I thought I was finally dead
Shocks started to run
Through my body
I was screaming and shouting
At everybody
I tried to tell you I was hurt
I tried to tell you I was sad
But when I tried to tell you
All you guys did was get mad
I just knew it was time
I was finally on my way
I knew I couldnt live any more
I have nothing else to say
Then my eyes had opened
My heart beating
Then I realized
I was only dreaming

(Optional)

Damn alarm
I thought it was true
I wish I wasnt dreaming
But at least my blood ran cool