I love you was a lie

A tear for the bullsh!t,
everything you put me through,
a tear for the lies,
I guess that's the best you could do.
scars all over my body,
they all helped me the same,
if you would have paid a little attention,
you would have seen they spell your name.
a crack,
my heart breaking as the sun rose,
a memory forever remembered,
when you said good bye, the way my smile froze,
a hit to the face,
a bruised cheek,
you walked away,
I forgot how to speak.
you walked slowly,
but my strength fled,
I kept calling your name but you never turned around,
I guess I called your name in my head.
you made me believe such a big lie,
what the hell was wrong with you?
now if I could,
I'd lie right back too.
show you how much I don't care.
say that "I love you" was a lie.
promising myself the whole time,
I won't cry.