I still wake up missing you
i still reach for you in the middle of the night
i still think that being with you was right
but after all that was said between us
i don't think i could ever change your mind
life just isn't fair
especially when no one cares
it hurts even worse,
because no ones there
i can't talk to anyone
they hear, but they don't listen
so...still i sit here missing
your companionship and your love
my gift from up above
life just feels like its hopeless
like it has no point
maybe I'm being selfish
but i just cant help it
i know we're over
I've accepted that
i just haven't really moved on with my life
i haven't let those dreams go,
of one day being your wife
i just don't let the pain show
anymore
everyone thinks I'm over it now
and if i knew how
i would be
but i don't....life just doesn't appeal to me
in my future,
there's nothing i see
...just feel like dying
like giving up on trying
but i keep on keeping on
even though you're forever gone
