No, I'm not. Definitely not.

No, I'm not depressed.
I can be discouraged sometimes.
But not depressed.

My life isn't all bad.
Sure, it has its ups and downs,
But whose doesn't?
It could be a hell of a lot worse.

I suffer from low self-esteem.
More on some days then others.
I over-think and over-analyze everything.
I'm paranoid. All the time.

I have flaws. Just like everyone else.
I'm not perfect.

I've gone through some tough times.
But I take a lot of things for granted.
I'm lucky. How my life is.
I know that.
It's not nearly bad as it could be.
And I thank God for that.

I'm not gloating. Saying my life is better than yours.
This is simply a realization.
I thought life was pretty tough,
But I shouldn't be complaining.
I'm sorry.
I could have it a lot worse,
But I don't.
And I'm sorry.

I'm not depressed.
No, I'm definitely not depressed.
I'm just a little messed up.

That's all.

**This isn't a poem by any means. Just some feelings. I'm not expecting to get a 5/5 from anyone or any comments from anyone. But I just needed to write, and this is what came out of it.**