Dear Diary II

Dear Diary, i Haven't wrote for so long,
For im in love, Diary, he makes me strong.
Dear Diary, my pain is trying to take control,
Make it go away..Please..its getting to my soul.
Dear Diary, gawd, i love him so.
I'd do anything for him..I'd die for him you know?
Dear Diary, things are going okay,
I'm trying to talk more, I'm finding things to say.
Dear Diary, 3 months! Gone and passed!
Jeeze, i hope our relationship will last.
Dear Diary..He did something bad..
She was my friend, It makes me so sad.
Dear Diary, i cut again last night.
I just couldn't stop, I needed to feel alright.
Dear Diary, Im away on holidays now,
Giving myself the time i needed to allow.
Dear Diary, my friend tried to kiss me and i pulled away..
Now when he's around, i have nothing to say.
Dear Diary, I'm home at last!
I love my boy. I want to forget the past.
Dear Diary, we're trying, but with a rocky start.
No matter how much he hurt me, he holds my heart.
Dear Diary, My friends have turned on me!
I'm the one hurting..why can't they see?
Dear Diary, they've told my secrets and i'm falling apart.
How could i have trusted them at the start?
Dear Diary, I'm so scared of it all.
Scared I'm going to let go of the ledge and fall.
Dear Diary, he's all i've got now,
He's my only saviour and i don't know how.
Dear Diary, my whole body's shaking.
What's left of my heart won't stop breaking.
Dear Diary, I'll think i'll be alright.
As long as i keep holding on tight.
Dear Diary, I let my virginity go!
It was beautiful, Gawd i love him so!
Dear Diary, I am so confused.
I was so careful, but a week ago my period was due.
I can't tell him what's going on..
This isn't fair! It\'s all so wrong!
Dear Diary, I\'ve lost all hope.
Everything\'s bad and i cannot cope.
Dear Diary, i need someone within my sight,
To hold me close and say, \'It\'s gonna be alright\'.
Dear Diary, I think i\'ve lost my mind.
I thought i\'d left my worries behind.
Dear Diary, I wish everything was okay..
But i hope again, maybe not tomorrow, that it will be one day.
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