Waking up to this haze
I sadly call my life.
Born in my own selfish acts
I toil with my strife.
Resenting everything I was
And all that I've become.
Knowing at this point in time
I've no place to call my home.
My mind is weak and restless.
My thoughts are often shaken.
My mentality is senseless.
All your love forsaken.
I've made a huge mistake
And I have no real excuses.
All the apologies in the world
I know are too pitiful and useless.
Wishful thinking is my only way out
Of this reality I'm in.
Constant suffering can't possibly be
The only way to live.
Look upon me in favor
As I attempt this last repentance.
And though I don't deserve it
I ask for your forgiveness.
I want you to know
All the things I've kept inside forever.
And I know this is my last chance
To make my true endeavor.
Just bear with me now and show me patience.
I'm trying to make things right.
Because youre the only one who's stuck around
To make sure I don't lose sight.
