If only you knew

If only you knew how I feel inside. The pain that I am going through. Why I go home and cry almost every night. I feel alone and by myself. If only you could see how I am reaching out to you asking for your help. I am scared of being by myself. I need you. I have so much built up inside of me that needs to come out. I need someone to talk to. Are you my friend? Why aren't you helping me? If only you knew what I wanted to do to myself. I need you to love me, to be there for me. You are not listening to me I NEED YOU. Don't leave me...I don't want to be alone another night. If only you knew the pain that I am feeling right now. I need someone to talk to. I wanna be loved and liked by others I feel out of place. If only you knew what I am thinking at THIS very moment. I have no one. I am going to burst...i need you here with me you are my friend right..don't leave me I need you. If only you knew that I wanted to die. If only you knew, If only you knew