Nothing but silence
The silence that fills my life
Nothing but the ache
the ache that fills my heart
Nothing but the isolation
the isolation that i feel
Nothing but invisible
invisible as my pain
Nothing but the words
the harsh words screamed
Nothing but the tears
the tears i cry in desperation as i try to stop myself
Nothing but the hopelessness
the hopelessness i feel as i can't resist
Nothing but the stupidness
the stupidness i feel as i reach for it
Nothing but the desire
the desire i have for it
Nothing but the addiction
the addiction i have
Nothing but the pain
the pain i feel
Nothing but the sound
the sound of flesh tearing
Nothing but the blood
the blood flowing from the wound i have created
Nothing but the hatred
the hatred i feel toward myself for doing it again, giving into the addiction
Nothing but the need
the need to stop...
