Just To Be Seen

The ridicule stings once more
Now that I find myself on the floor
I can't help wanting to be someone
Because now, my importance equals none

The hurtful words are stinging
I don't know how I could mean nothing
I try so hard to be seen
But everyone's minds are swept clean

I'm a living shadow
The broken glass of a window
No one can see me anymore
The invisible spot on the floor

I'm right there in your face
I'm not seen, I am a disgrace
Important to no one, nothing
I might as well be an object, a thing

Why doesn't anyone see?
Why can't they see me?
Must I murder to be real?
Must I cut to be able to feel?

I would pull a dagger in front of you
I'll plunge it in me, all is true!
I'll scream in your face, I'll spit
But you'll pretend there is no one having a fit

I'll murder someone there and then
And they're blood organs I would send
But you still wont see!
What do I have to do to be me?!

I will attack you
All the evils I will do
I'll cut down your front, I'll bring you pain
I'll make you dead, you'll be my slain!

But no, no one perceives!
All this murder, this blood that deceives!
They don't see, they don't believe!
And they wont even grieve!

I'll starve my body, waste it away
But no, no one has anything to say
My bones are exposed, my body is frail
But still, the attention I warrant, fails

Must I murder a child?
Must I resort to this, I've become wild
How can no one see anything?!
Why is everyone doing nothing?!

I'm cold to feeling now
All is true, I don't know how
I just want to be seen
I'm going to resort to being a fiend

Watch me disrobe right here
And watch the blood run clear
Watch as I take to every man
And watch them fall pray to my hand

I'll slaughter many to be real
I'll do anything just to have someone feel
Only you can stop it!
In your face, I will spit

Will someone reach out?
And stop my rampage from coming about?
I just want to be seen!
And a shoulder for me to lean

Instead, I will approach the gallows
And pretend to fly like the sparrows
I'll tie the knot, I'll make it last
And now my future has become the past

Someone finally sees!
Someone finally sees me!
But too late that I am dead
All my loneliness went to my head

God sees the person called me
When everyone else could not see
But he pushes me away, how could I betray?
Hell is going to be my eternal stay