HELP

HELP
Help
i am discouraged and about to fade away is there no one to stop this drowning feeling
as this tear rolls down my cheeks u must remember that however u feel there will always be sum1 for u
but for me there is no one and nothing to help me
how do i find that friend to pull me back to dry land
am i too far out to have someone to hold me and help me through it

my besties are easy fooled none can see the pain i am in i offer each and every one advice and the arms of comfort through their pain and crisis but i never get a helping hand it is too much i might just shut down long term except for school. i am better off alone to cry 24/7