SCARED

So long it has been since I've felt the feeling which now lies in the pit of my stomach,
a thousand butterfly fluttering at the Meir mention of your name,
the sound of your voice,
your touch so soft so new,
the most incredible feeling,
scared of letting you in,
letting know,
hoping that this love i feel will grow,
i don't want to run or be afraid but I'm scared of what love does to me,
each time love has broken it has taken apart of me,
and i don't think i could survive another heartbreak,
scared of loving you and never wanting to let go,
but i put my fears to one side else I'll never know.