Forever Is Harsh

Being scared
It's normal right?
No one knows how scared I am.
Within a year life could change.
People could be gone
Boyfriends may be changed
Love could change.
I'll be different,
So why ask me now?
I can't tell
Life will change.
These answers exist in my deepest thoughts,
Not on display.
They shouldn't come out
I don't need more confusion
I need someone who I know expects nothing.
I need no pressure
I want it with you
Can you be this way?
Love can change
Remember this always.
Forever can be as harsh as hate
To an unexperienced heart.

ever had that boyfriend that asks you if you'll marry him when you're only 14!!?! yeah that happened to me... first boyfriend too... it got to be too much and it felt like a ton of pressure... this poem basically sums it up!