Wat do i do with these feelings?

I dont know wat to do
should i throw away the feelings i have for you.
should i let them unravle?
only to watch them hit the gravel
should i hide them away?
hopeing you wont find them the next day.
should i bottle it in side me?
only to see it blow up in my face?
should i tuck it under a rug?
hopeing u wont sweep under it.
should i throw it in the ocean like the old woman did with the blue heart?
only to see you pick it up on the beach and let you watch me fall apart.
i guess i have to face the truth your going to find out either way.
lets just hope its not today