I dont know how to cope with this now youve really gone,
i hated you so much even when the bruises where gone,
i searched for a reason,
i thought it was me,
but you just kept pushing and others began to see,
you stopped caring as long as you had me,
you lost respect for everything,
god you where hurting me,
how many times i left you i felt upset and in pain,
but know one was telling me that ud never change.