I Probably Wouldn't Be This Way...

Got a date next weekend with friends
I could use a break from life
A night with burgers and bon fires
A night to get away from all strife

I finally packed the old photos away
Like they all said I should
Erasing pain means forgetting him
I guess....that sounds good

Sometimes I'll spend hours thinking about you
"You'll get over him," they all say
Others think I'm going a little crazy
But I'm just taking it day by day

I still miss the warm feeling inside
And the smile upon your face
I'm going on and on about regrets
I feel I'm loosing my life's grace

I guess it wouldn't hurt so bad
If only I had whispered to you
How I really felt; how I still feel
If only I had told you what is true

I missed my chance and now its gone
It all swept by oh so fast
Now you're nothing but a memory
Something I regret with the past

But sometimes I feel I was lucky
To have experienced love day by day
If only I had spoken my secret
I probably wouldn't be this way...