Can I do this?

It's gone...
The laughter and joy,
The constant screams and crying.
Silence.

A slow painfull sacrifice.
The hurt is dying now,
Easing and fading away.
Again.

Along with our minds.
We wander, numbed.
Over again, repeating,
Trapped.

I'll try to escape,
Run away and hide.
I need to forget,
But your stuck in my mind.