by Jessie Jun 12, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
lost relationships
The smile on your face, the look in your eyes tells me this isn\'t over. Every moment of the day even when i was asleep you were all I thought of. You meant so much to me, You would tell me that you got excited just thinking that we were going to hang out, but then one day that all ended. You took away my hope and my dreams, you took everything that made me who i am. All i wanted was a little comfort to know that i wouldn\'t be at home waiting for a phone call, which i knew would never come. I wanted to believe in something that would never happen. Because i didnt give you enought satisfaction, means i wasnt good enough. Im not that girl who sleeps with anyone. Im the one that when you with her, she makes you happy, she makes you want to be with her all the time. And that when shes ready shell tell you not you tell her. I\'m the one that doesn\'t want sex just to have it, I\'m the one that wants it to mean something. You never pressured me to do something I didnt want to, but because you did get what you wanted, you didnt want anything to do with me. Well im sad to say the truth that i thought you were the one, to think that i could have lost everything to you make sme happy that this has ended, but im sad to know that all the good times we had, might have just been a game you played in my head. |