by Jessie Jun 12, 2006
category :
Sadness, depression /
lost relationships
Ever since i could remember, i always picked the guys that treated me like sh**. The ones that nv really cared for me, i could nv understand why i didnt choose the ones that would treat me right, like i was meant to be treated. I thought that oh hes hott he must be amazing. But no he wasnt. He played me; he acted like he liked me, but relle he didnt. He thought i was gullible and that i would fall for anything. But he was wrong. They thought, shes the new girl, she doesnt know our reputation, but i found out fast. People would tell me that your such a great guy, but they were mislead they only knew the friendship part of you, not the part were all you wanted was to get laid. i cant believe that i fall that fast, that i let my guard down, but maybe its becasue i thought you were different. I thought that for once i didnt have to try, that things would just happen; that you liked me for me, but relle it was just my looks that you liked. You thought you could get something out of me and when you didnt you just moved on to the grade A slt. But no i relle hope that your happy with your choice, you could have been happy but you just wanted sx. So when you get an std and start to die, i wont feel sry for you, bc you nv once thought of my feelings, so why should i care for yours? |