Lies

I don\\\'t love you, she whispers, as she closes the holy book of lies,
takes a deep breath and closes her eyes,
she pretends shes past it, she pretends shes ok,
they don\\\'t see that the smiles are fake
they don\\\'t notice the open scars,
circles are impossible to break,
she takes another hit, to numb the memories and the pain they cause,
empty feelings are all she knows
she still cries crimson tears
shes still over comed by her fears
honestly nothings changed.......