I thought it was a good idea,
Yet on the day it turned out wrong.
Blaming me for virtually everything,
Putting me down again, it seems to be your thing.
And now I can't see where we're heading,
It seems you're already gone.
I'm taking things to the extreme I hear you say,
You just don't understand,
I'm so used to feeling rejected, neglected,
But not by you.
You told me you were different,
You used to tell me I was your whole world,
You even told me I was the one.
Now I can barely speak to you without being snapped at,
I don't understand what I've done wrong.
Fighting back my tears, trying not to cry,
Yet they still manage to fall down my face.
Thinking through what to do,
Whether its now time to call it a day,
Or maybe give it another chance,
Give us another try.
I try to think of life without you,
Without hearing you laugh,
Without seeing you smile,
But it just seems wrong.
Yet this hurt inside,
I don't know if it can go on.
Thinking of our memories,
Thinking of our future,
Remember when we discussed getting married?
Even having kids?
How can anything this good hurt this way?
How can a guy who I love with all my heart,
Just by looking at me make me feel alive and worthwhile,
Whilst being able to say one word,
And be able to make me cry?
