Afraid(daddy dont hurt me)

I'm afraid of what he or i will do next
please don't leave him alone with me!!
cant you see the marks but you just let your own
fear make excuses.
(*flash back*)

"no please don't daddy i love you"
"you deserve this b**** don't call me daddy
you aren't my daughter i don't love you!!"

my body shakes violently he doesn't care he likes it
when I'm scared he smiles as he takes out the knife he doesn't care were he marks me as long as it hurts he's happy.

As blood makes it's trail i scream "mommy"
no one comes my brothers are next to me
videotaping tears stream down my brothers face as i look at
him.

after hes done he unzips his pants and takes his way with me
he unties me and spites calling me worthless
i believe these words. Long after hes left i take my knife
first slash on my wrist's then my ankles thinking to my self
i want to bleed my pain out, next all up my arms i feel numb
my eyes and body slowly drifts to sleep last thought
daddy i love you sry i cant be perfect.