Frustrating

What the hell's wrong with me,
I mean, Every time I hear your voice,
It just makes me want to rejoice,
But girl, I just don't see how it could be,
It's been a while,
Since you and me decided to split,
And every night, it's your number I dial,
I guess I'm still in love with you, I admit,
Man ....

It's just frustrating how,
How I can still be in love with you,
After all you put me through,
Even when, for you, I was so true,
But for me, what you said you did feel,
Wasn't one bit real,
Damn, it's just confusing,
How I can still be in love with you,

Every single night, I wake,
With memories of how it used to be,
Just making my heart ache,
Memories of you calling me,
Every morning, every night,
Telling me how much your missing me,
Damn, why do I have to be stuck in this fight,
Within myself, to erase you from my memory,
But still, girl it's just

It's just frustrating how,
How I can still be in love with you,
After all you put me through,
Even when, for you, I was so true,
But for me, what you said you did feel,
Wasn't one bit real,
Damn, it's just confusing,
How I can still be in love with you,

Damn, it's just so hard to want to let go,
But at the same time, want to keep you hear with me
Just the thought of you with another man,
Makes me cringe inside and hits me like a low blow,
Thinking of you being his baby,
And not mine, not ever again,
Since I really messed up,
Now you should know why I kept saying,
That I'm just yet another phuck up,
Now you know I wasn't lying,
But still, I know that it definitely can't be,
That you still in love with me,
So I got to say,

It's just frustrating how,
How I can still be in love with you,
After all you put me through,
Even when, for you, I was so true,
But for me, what you said you did feel,
Wasn't one bit real,
Damn, it's just confusing,
How I can still be in love with you,